I first met my boyfriend online a little over 4 months ago. About 3 months I was talking to my boyfriend about coming to visit him, in Michigan. I stayed here for about 2 weeks when I decided I am going to stay. I personally love the peacefulness and secularity of this town. I don't plan on coming back, at least not for a while.
My mother, my grandmother, my two sisters and even my grandpa's 3rd wife ( I will not ever call her my grandma, she doesn't deserve that title, at least, not from me).
Here are some decisions I have had to make in the past month, and if you are really my friend, you will not judge me and accept that this is the life I have chosen for myself. I have had a really shitty life up until now. Before I even came out here, you all need to understand what my life was back at home. My mother controlled my life, when I needed to put on body spray to when I ate...breakfast, lunch or dinner. She even controlled every aspect of my son's life from when I changed his diaper to when he would eat and how much.
- I can have any kind of "fun" whenever I want to
- I can have any kind of alcohol whenever I want to, for now, I've only had a bottle of blueberry and a bottle of cherry vodka, 35% proof
and most importantly,
- I put my son Caleb in foster care.
If any of my friends are still my friends after this post, I really appreciate your friendship and thank you. I will try to post again next week, until then.
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